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About Me Member One who left DA and came back! ADreamofSorrow22/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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Forgiveness And Wish To Apologize And Return

Sat Jul 1, 2006, 6:56 PM
Well, where do I start...? I guess with some background first... Hi, my name is Demonica Lilith Sorrow (wierd name I know :D blame my parents). I am 22 years old, I reside in Southern California. I began Drawing in December of 2002, never had any previous art experience and never taken an art class ever in my life, even to this day... I ventured into the art would thanks to motivation and inspiration bestowed upon me by *zarathus I mainly draw art of a fantasy nature... More notably, Furry Were-Dragons. The one creature I draw the most from which my username derives from is a shapeshifting being named Sorrow; And Sorrow is just a name and she isn't named that because she is depressed or anything of that nature. Sorrow represents me... She is me... She is my spirit.

A lot of you fellow artist may have remembered me from my older original deviantart account(s), which were created back in 2002 and early 2003. Unfortunately, back then, I was an immature and well naive individual... and well I lost my accounts and status of a member of this great community we all know and love (DeviantArt). The reason to my ban is well. Back around new years between 2002 and 2003 Zarathus and I both encountered and almost fell victim to a Pedophile/Stalker that a few of you may have also encountered who I'll refer to as MD. Well just to give an example of what they did... Zarathus was only 14 at the time and I was 19 well lets just say he sent us very lude photos of himself, and even one of his penis.. We also have heard from others who came forward who were between ages of 13-16 also had similar and scary run in with them. Well eventually, they ended up joining deviantart and well they began to stalk many of our friends and fellow artist, they even began to steal art and claim it as theirs and also manipulate photos and claim they drew it. So long story short I was so immature enough to "SPAM" their account in a feeble attempt to expose them and warn others... and even more stupidly.. I spammed the DA admin accts. Also with that info... So obviously, I ended up being banned but at least I helped expose them. Luckily, due to some other circumstances, they too were banned, but I know I helped expose a pedophile and even save others from encountering them, which was well worth sacrificing my membership of DeviantArt if you ask me.

So recently, I've decided to rejoin deviant art on my own accord... I have messaged the Administrators of Deviantart, apologized, and asked for their forgiveness. Especially to $realitysquared who had to deal with my immature antics through out those months of 2003... Moreover, well I never did receive a proper reply from the Administrators, except a few vague ones or ones saying they will forward it my message to another admin, etc. However, to this day, this account hasn't too joined the same fate as my older accounts have been dealt. Maybe I have been forgiven. If not... I hope to at least make good with this account and prove that over the years that I have matured and become a better individual. So if any admin ever do read this... thank you for reading, and I wish to apologize again for my troubled past and wish to let you know that I promise to make up for it and in continuing being an active member of DeviantArt I will always do my best and earn your trust.

I hope that answers a few questions some of you may have had. :)

Other than that, I am a boring person. I work, oh and I play bass. I am a member(bassist) and manager for a technical death metal band based here in California; we will actually be doing a mini tour starting later today actually. That will go though the remainder of June to about early August and will be taking us up and down California.

Other than that... I own and operate the community here on DeviantArt… It's a community for those handfuls of people out there in this world. Probably one of the most taboo topics there are. A relationship with an animal, or interested in zoophilia, zoosexuality, or even bestiality. I myself am a Zoophile. I've never been in a relationship with an animal but am understanding, ok, and interested with/in it. etc.

I however don't consider myself a beastialist, as in my view and definitions of the word, a beastialist (person who is into beastiality); are those are the types of individuals who only use animals for sexual purposes with no commitment/relationship/emotional attachment. While Zoophilia to me is more of a real relationship... just like between two people... you meet someone, get to know each other, fall in love, and start a relationship. Yes, many animals are intelligent to determine, and choose a mate, someone who they wish to spend their lives with, contrary to many against the subject... my interest lies with Male canines... However, I am only attracted to certain breeds. So much like with people, I too have preference in an animal companion.

For those who are still reading... By the way, I may as well say this as many people assume this automatically when they learn of My zoosexuality, YES I STILL DO LIKE PEOPLE XD but I's a lesbian when it comes to human relationships :D I am not interested in men at all...

So yeah, I think I’ve said enough so for now. Thanks to those who've read this ^_^ your comments would be appreciated, and if you have any questions please feel free to leave a comment or message me directly. *huggles everyone* bai ^.^

-Sorrow

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  • Current Residence: Southern California
  • Interests: Art, Bass, Food, Friends, Music
  • Favourite band or musician: Cradle of Filth
  • Favourite genre of music: Death Metal
  • Favourite artist: My Imagination
  • Favourite style of art: Traditional
  • Operating System: xP
  • MP3 player of choice: Winamp
  • Wallpaper of choice: Emptiness
  • Personal Quote: FooD!!! xP
  • Tools of the Trade: Mechanical Pencil->Micron->Eraser->Micron->Scanner->Photoshop->Deviant Art

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:iconratrinadragon:
:heart: Hwello sorrow. I miss yew.<3
:iconsorrowdemonica:
you commented on my old DA Account xD how dare you. I am just lucky I decided to log into it today and i wasn't gonna even look at the front pae but when i logged out i decided to check the front page and here is your comment. Yeah, i don't use this account anymore. anyways my Ratrina, I really miss you too. where have you been ;-;!? remember if your on that PC that doesnt have AIM/MSN to go on AIM.com and click on the AIM Express link, or go to [link]

I personally like aim express better as it isn't as slow or crippled as the web version of msn. But Also too my ratrina, if you ever want me to Call you, just send me a note or better yet, Email me. I always have msn and my computer running(unless nto at home) so if you send me a email, it will alert me immediately, so yeah :D email me anytime you want me to call you sorrowdemonica@hotmail.com

Love you.

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"Inspired by, and dedicated to the brave few who have chosen to fall away from the Light in order to search for their truths within the ranks of Darkness."
-Dani Zim (aka. Zippermouth)
:iconratrinadragon:
XD Love you like a sister.:D I've been busy, and i'll be really busy around halloween. I bought myself a costume..I might post pictures..o.O Might. I'll probably hop onto AIM at a later time..:d I'll email you sometime. Im sorry I haven't been on lately too. *hugs*
:iconcharles-wolfman:
thank you so much for the link to the group
*HUG*
i wont forget this!

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"a grown animal fully understands the sexual nature of itself, and seeks to gratify it."

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